a spade in your eye: more drunk blogging

I can tolerate (or at least ignore) pretty much everything except self-righteous lies.

So I need to take a break from my normal Kristina-ignoring to point out the following:

After the juvie-fanfic train wreck Aerten created on my blog back in January, and the passive-aggressive "not a personal attack" by Dreamweaver re my choice of leisure-time activities (a scant nine days after she told her readers the Cam had "intrigued her interest to no avail," [sic] apparently because she had "nothing better to do than work and research this cloak and dagger stuff,") I posited that perhaps Aerten = Dreamweaver. It was a simple suggestion -- obvious, even -- that hardly seemed worthy of denial.

But "Dreamweaver" (since self-outed as "Kristina") did in fact deny ever posting on my blog -- or anyone else's, for that matter:

I received many inquiries as to who I am. I'll tell you who I am not. I am not anyone that has ever posted on anyone's blog. I don't post. I make posts, but do not find the time to go to each individual Neurocam related blog and post anything.

Then, however, came Tript's pointed identification of Dreamweaver/Kristina as Aerten, which she first acknowledged obliquely and then outright ("My brother does indeed live with me").

So, Kristina, in the immortal words of my most favoritist non-Cam blogger: SUCK IT, you pathetic liar.

Comments

[Midnight]

I think you speak for all of us, J.
Well put.

[teigan]

Whey-hey! It's feeding time at the.. bridge from that story with the goats.
I know it's hard to resist the vortex-like pull of the fucktard-baitage (especially presented with as choice a specimen as this one - look, I'm doing it now) but, y'know, you really might have thought twice about this..
Her hits will go through the roof now.

[constancepaige]

damn, this is much more exciting than worrying about the chinese laundry man sniffing my panties. :)

[Kristina]

Who can really say who I am. But speaking of sucking, lol, looks like you did you pathetic sniveling whiney brat! But thanks for the time you've given me a wild ride on your blog. I could be Dreamweaver but then again I could not. You never truly know, do you? Who knows. Who doesn't know? Lol.

[Kristina]

Lol, I can't help it. Pathetic?Have you gone and looked in the mirror late? You're the one sitting here whining about me on your blog. It's hilarious to think that something I've said in jest has upset you so much you have to blog about it and then use secondary school language. You can bet you won't get any airtime on my blog. So here have another glass of whatever gut rot you slid down your gullet and crawl back to your computer and drunk blog some more.

[lady j]

Two words, kiddo: Professional help.

Get it.

[Kristina]

Two words babe: Alcoholics Anonymous. So you don't embarrass yourself anymore!

[lady j]

Heh. I'm a drunk and you're an ignorant troll who's completely divorced from reality.

At least I can sober up. :)

[Kristina]

I'm a troll eh? Then why do you read my blog everyday like some faithful groupie? Lady J why not embrace reality and stop having these one woman drunken pity parties? You make yourself look like an ass! No one is laughing with you and they are all laughing at you. Grow up.

[constance]

i love you and your drunken blogging ladyj.

[constance]

oh, and there are several of us laughing with you ladyj... shall i link to all of the blogs? nah, need to run. no need to feed the a toasted seed.

[Kristina]

Point to make if you don't like what I write then don't read. If you don't like what I do over on my blog or my opinion, don't write about me, don't link to me and don't read it. You make a decision and based on your decisions you haven't done very well have you? Oh and I expect some of the masses to stick up for you, it's cool. In a sandbox mentality world we all have to choose what side of the rope to be on, I for one don't mind being all alone on my side (if indeed that were true, but I have received several different emails from some of the masses which I could oust that agree with me). I don't need to seek approval, I don't even need for you to like me or none of the rest of them, however don't bitch about me like you hate me and then link to me. Who cares Lady J, keep beating the dead horse. You chose to write about something you've known all along and then you chose to get drunk and act a fool and then write about it, well done old girl, well done.*applaud*

[Elmo Oxygen]

This is my impression of the bitch:

"I didn't say anything wrong before... but now I think you're a stinking drunk! ROFL! I'm going to expose these Neurocam jerks, but I really don't care! LOL! I spit acid!"

Way to "rise above," Kris.

I think it's pretty obvious where Kristina learned her debating technique: "The O'Reilly Factor."

I give 5 to 1 odds that she's a Republican "security mom."

[s0ss]

Speaking of O'Reilly, he's an idiot.

He's gone on record saying that the only thing Canadians do is dogsled, and that if America stopped trading with Canada we'd be screwed, and failed to realize that we are also Americas biggest trader as well.

Idiot.

[Kristina]

Failmo,

Nope you're totally wrong. I'm not Republican.

Thankyou though, for your kind concern, I'm impressed you could muster up that much. :)

[Midnight]

She lives in Texas, guys.
I think that pretty much explains everything.

[Kristina]

Wow, Midnight, did you come up with that all on your own? You're an intellectual genius!

[lady j]

Do you guys ever get the feeling Kristina is actually some Mad Libs machine, spitting out assorted phrases of venom, bile, and false gaiety? It's the only reason I can think of for the completely scattered nature of her writings.

That, of course, and mental illness. Or lack of a high school education. Or both.

I think it's clear that any attempt to engage her in a reality-based debate will be futile.

What frustrates me is her insistence on "debunking" Neurocam. What exactly is she trying to debunk? None of us know what Neurocam is, and I think we're all equally willing to ponder and explore pretty much every possibility. But at the same time, we're also willing to "pretend to believe" just a little bit, to see where this adventure takes us.

I'm sorry that the concepts of wonder and role-playing are so abhorrent to Kristina, but I think I speak for many of us when I say: You just don't fucking get it. And you're being a complete ass.

Fine if you want to be skeptical about Neurocam -- Christ, we all are -- but realize there is a certain etiquette involved in participating in different communities. In this particular community, both the "players" and the "designers" (for lack of more accurate terms) have created -- and continue to create -- the preferred code of ethics for the group. Does this make Neurocam a fascist state? No. But would you go to a Broadway show and climb up on stage to rip the costumes off the bodies of the actors? This isn't Nam, man. There are rules.

Like any organic community, Neurocam can work around -- and even adapt to -- the behavior of somebody who refuses to participate in the going paradigm. Xul Solar has taken a particular tack, and has been affectionately adopted by the community as somebody who spins fantastic tales that aren't necessarily "true." But he's not trying to destroy the community from which he derives his material.

For whatever reason, Kristina is. And her actions have affected the rest of us -- in ways to me that seem only negative. We have no choice but to continually decide how we want to respond to her actions. For a while I chose to ignore her. But then that began to feel like acceptance, and it’s not my desire to have a “player” like Kristina in this community.

So I don’t know what the solution is. If we ignore her completely will she go away? Do people want to ignore her completely? Or are those among us who might appreciate some facet she brings to the experience?

Whatever happens next, it seems counter-productive to go on like this. What do you guys think?

[Kristina]

In the words of Judd Nelson derived from one of the best movies of all time, or so some might think : *ahem* "Sweets you couldn't ignore me if you tried!".

Honey I couldn't be in the position I am in with the company that I am in if I didn't have (a.) A high school education and (b) A Marketing degree from a credible university. You love to loathe and you'll continue.

Your problem is Lady J is not too untypical of that of the Nazi's. You guys adapt the same sub quality they have "either you are with us or you're against us". Really I don't care if you ignore me I'll continue to write, really I don't care if you just live with me I'll still continue to write, and really I don't care if you adapt to me, I'm still going to what? WRITE! I don't share your opinions or your thoughts. So if you really don't like me, stay off my blog, keep my blog link out of your blog and stop bitching and whining, you pathetic crybaby. -end-

[lady j]

Kristina, did you actually read what I wrote? Do you get it? Do you fucking get it at all?

[Kristina]

Yes I get it. I am highly tired right now. It isn't so much as spitting 'bile' and 'venom'....it is however that I'm over analytical and some things do not wash. Some people call me a troll, others call me a bitch, others call me nice and whatever else. You know Lady J as much as you love to label me,I'm doing nothing unlike the rest of you do here. Understand? Now my nice comfy bed is calling my name. I bid you a goodnight.

[Elmo Oxygen]

Kristina, I called you a troll AND a bitch.

And stop pretending that you want to be left alone. If that were true, you wouldn't keep coming back for the abuse.

Stupid bitchtroll.

[Elmo Oxygen]

Oh, and are you familiar with Godwin's Law? I'd like to invoke its corrollary:

In a debate, the first person to make a comparison to Nazi Germany LOSES.

[Kristina]

Failmo,

Jealous that your blog is an absolute failure? You can call me any names you wish, remember this also, the first to start calling names loses. :)

[Elmo Oxygen]

Jealous? Unfortunately not. I just happen to have a psychological condition (some say fatal) that makes it patently impossible for me to suffer fools gladly.

I told you that you'd be back for more, didn't I?